well seems i may have really found a cannibal.  Have plane ticket ready and will go to meat him the 2nd week of August.   Has promised me that if I arrive  I will not be leaving and that I will be enjoyed as dinner.  May sound strange but this is very exciting to me   the ultimate submission to the desires and needs of another.  

still looking and still ready   very ready and willing      went to see one guy  don't think he really expected me to show up to be taken   when i did he was not ready to take me    long drive for nothing  exciting going  and disappointing coming back     but ready for another trip to try and make it happen.