Still looking

Maybe??

I have kept on looking for someone that wants a real longpig - I may have found him - too soon to tell but his first contact excited me to the possibility. Feel a rush when I think of it - do so hope it works out.

Well another weekend and still waiting and searching for that special invite. Have had a number of chats with other longpigs, most I feel are not real or commited as I am. they chat about unrealistic ideas, the cooking methods etc. Non speak of the desire to hand them self over so completly, that is the rush I am seeking, the total loss of control once I have given myself over. Knowing no way out or back. But seems I may never have that rush, though I continue to seek it.

Well here it is the week end and checking the net for an invite for dinner. Some groups on the subject but pretty lame ones. Have my gmail address out there as well as my yahoo id - buba68also - same yahoo email. Not sure where else to look, any others outthere have any ideas? well back to searching.

Well another not so fun day at work, and as always come home hoping for a nice message from someone inviting me out for dinner. but no invites. So will spend some time checking various sites hoping to find that someone to invite me for dinner. In case anyone reading this is hungry give me a buzz.

others

Chatted with another longpig he is in the UK, he thinks some chances for dinner invites possible in Germany. There was a real incident there a few years ago, maybe a chance. Well will keep looking, never know.

Searching

Well here I am again, still looking for someone to invite me for dinner, the joke being I would be the dinner. Am doubtful that there is anyone out there to make such an invite. But I continue to search, such a strong desire that I can not resist it, even knowing what finding it will really mean.