Well another weekend and still waiting and searching for that special invite. Have had a number of chats with other longpigs, most I feel are not real or commited as I am. they chat about unrealistic ideas, the cooking methods etc. Non speak of the desire to hand them self over so completly, that is the rush I am seeking, the total loss of control once I have given myself over. Knowing no way out or back. But seems I may never have that rush, though I continue to seek it.

Well here it is the week end and checking the net for an invite for dinner. Some groups on the subject but pretty lame ones. Have my gmail address out there as well as my yahoo id - buba68also - same yahoo email. Not sure where else to look, any others outthere have any ideas? well back to searching.

Well another not so fun day at work, and as always come home hoping for a nice message from someone inviting me out for dinner. but no invites. So will spend some time checking various sites hoping to find that someone to invite me for dinner. In case anyone reading this is hungry give me a buzz.

others

Chatted with another longpig he is in the UK, he thinks some chances for dinner invites possible in Germany. There was a real incident there a few years ago, maybe a chance. Well will keep looking, never know.

Searching

Well here I am again, still looking for someone to invite me for dinner, the joke being I would be the dinner. Am doubtful that there is anyone out there to make such an invite. But I continue to search, such a strong desire that I can not resist it, even knowing what finding it will really mean.

to be or not to be a real longpig

Almost meet with the cannibal, backed out at last minute. Am sure he is for real. He is still trying to convince me to meet with him, and if I do I probably will end up as meat. ????? yes or no can not make up my mind.

yes it seems there truly is at least on real cannibal out there. Have had some interesting chats and a few phone calls. Have been invited for dinner (as dinner) Very interesting invite don't you think. What does one where to such a dinner?

longpig

Well guess there are those out there that really like longpig - have been invited to be at a longpig dinner - as the dinner. Something to consider and still am considering if I should accept the invite.

still a longpig

Have been chatting a few other "longpigs" their needs and desires seem to match mine. All of us looking for someone to help us fulfill those desires. Is there someone out there, I wonder and I keep looking.

longpig

Well here I am again searching the net for those that want some longpig. Found another longpig but so far no one to use a longpig. Seems there are more longpigs than chefs to make use of the meat being offered. Are there any real ones out there, I wonder???

longpig

Strange, here I am wanting to find others that think the eating of longpig is an interesting subject. Both for the point of the longpig and the one doing the eating. Any thoughts out there on this?